1 00:00:38,238 --> 00:00:40,540 -(flatulence) -(crying) 2 00:00:59,592 --> 00:01:02,295 Let me remind us that we are not primarily 3 00:01:02,362 --> 00:01:04,264 in business to make money. 4 00:01:04,330 --> 00:01:07,333 Is Twitter a good financial investment? No. 5 00:01:07,400 --> 00:01:10,437 But is it good for our bottom line? Yes. 6 00:01:10,503 --> 00:01:12,305 And is Musk good for our bottom line--? 7 00:01:18,144 --> 00:01:19,813 Do you need a minute there, Daddy? 8 00:01:19,879 --> 00:01:22,115 -(line ringing) -(baby crying) 9 00:01:23,850 --> 00:01:25,151 SHERYL: What do you want? 10 00:01:25,218 --> 00:01:26,486 I need help! 11 00:01:28,688 --> 00:01:30,156 Well, we'll have to talk about 12 00:01:30,223 --> 00:01:32,192 a quid pro quo, won't we, Leland? 13 00:01:36,763 --> 00:01:38,565 The clergy believes the sisterhood 14 00:01:38,631 --> 00:01:41,534 could help even more with cooking and cleaning 15 00:01:41,601 --> 00:01:43,703 in order to free up the priesthood 16 00:01:43,770 --> 00:01:45,805 to pray and serve the laity. 17 00:01:45,872 --> 00:01:48,441 So, I want to talk this morning 18 00:01:48,508 --> 00:01:51,845 about what our Lord means... 19 00:01:51,911 --> 00:01:53,513 by "service." 20 00:02:34,988 --> 00:02:37,156 Yes, Sister? 21 00:02:38,958 --> 00:02:41,828 She scares me. 22 00:02:43,963 --> 00:02:45,865 Oh, David, um... 23 00:02:45,932 --> 00:02:49,235 I'm gonna need you to meet on another assessment tomorrow. 24 00:02:49,302 --> 00:02:51,804 Okay. Regarding? 25 00:02:53,706 --> 00:02:56,843 Words. 26 00:02:58,745 --> 00:03:02,315 Well, it's the 65th annual Starlight Music Awards tonight 27 00:03:02,382 --> 00:03:03,716 at Madison Square Garden, 28 00:03:03,783 --> 00:03:05,818 and our very own Stuart Lawry 29 00:03:05,885 --> 00:03:09,289 is there to bring us all the exciting details. 30 00:03:09,355 --> 00:03:11,758 Stuart, have you seen Little Nas X yet? 31 00:03:11,824 --> 00:03:13,393 Yes, Joust. Uh, it's... 32 00:03:13,459 --> 00:03:15,695 you, music. 33 00:03:15,762 --> 00:03:18,898 Um, but legit big, uh, big fun. 34 00:03:18,965 --> 00:03:22,402 As tonight... one, uh... 35 00:03:22,468 --> 00:03:24,704 Before it-it, excuses. 36 00:03:24,771 --> 00:03:26,439 One, uh, time, this... 37 00:03:26,506 --> 00:03:27,473 Report, uh... 38 00:03:27,540 --> 00:03:29,542 It looks like a mini stroke. 39 00:03:29,609 --> 00:03:31,744 Some kind of aphasia. 40 00:03:31,811 --> 00:03:34,847 I know, but I took him to the emergency room afterwards. 41 00:03:34,914 --> 00:03:38,718 Um, "No worrisome neurological activity. 42 00:03:38,785 --> 00:03:40,320 CAT scan revealed no stroke." 43 00:03:40,386 --> 00:03:42,455 What about a TIA, a transient ischemic attack? 44 00:03:42,522 --> 00:03:43,957 It's a disturbance-- 45 00:03:44,023 --> 00:03:45,625 "--disturbance of blood to parts of the brain." 46 00:03:45,692 --> 00:03:48,795 I-I know, I-I had three doctors explain it to me. 47 00:03:48,861 --> 00:03:50,296 Has he had a recent head injury? 48 00:03:50,363 --> 00:03:51,598 -No. -Even bumping your head against 49 00:03:51,664 --> 00:03:52,865 a medicine cabinet can do it. 50 00:03:52,932 --> 00:03:54,233 It's Kristen, right? 51 00:03:54,300 --> 00:03:57,270 My husband and I, we're very close. 52 00:03:57,337 --> 00:04:01,708 I-I know everything he does, he knows everything I do. 53 00:04:01,774 --> 00:04:04,444 Something's changed in him. 54 00:04:04,510 --> 00:04:06,679 In the last month, it's... 55 00:04:06,746 --> 00:04:07,947 it's strange. 56 00:04:08,014 --> 00:04:09,716 It doesn't mean it's possession. 57 00:04:09,782 --> 00:04:11,551 -No, I don't think so either. -BEN: Okay, well... 58 00:04:11,618 --> 00:04:14,354 I read an article about your work, 59 00:04:14,420 --> 00:04:17,323 and how sometimes even the act of exorcism 60 00:04:17,390 --> 00:04:19,492 can have a therapeutic effect on believers. 61 00:04:19,559 --> 00:04:21,628 That article misstated our work. 62 00:04:21,694 --> 00:04:24,397 I-I asked Jennifer to come in and talk with you three 63 00:04:24,464 --> 00:04:26,699 because she has nowhere else to turn. 64 00:04:26,766 --> 00:04:28,368 Can we see your husband? 65 00:04:28,434 --> 00:04:30,436 This another test? 66 00:04:30,503 --> 00:04:33,673 Yes. Have you been taking a lot of tests? 67 00:04:33,740 --> 00:04:35,375 Oh, yeah. 68 00:04:35,441 --> 00:04:39,312 Well, these questions may seem a little silly, 69 00:04:39,379 --> 00:04:41,948 but they help us understand your condition. 70 00:04:42,015 --> 00:04:43,783 -Ready? -Ask away. 71 00:04:43,850 --> 00:04:47,587 One thing I've found is it doesn't matter if I'm ready. 72 00:04:47,654 --> 00:04:49,455 Can you tell me what comes after Monday? 73 00:04:49,522 --> 00:04:51,624 Tuesday. 74 00:04:51,691 --> 00:04:53,860 Does spring come after summer? 75 00:04:53,926 --> 00:04:56,062 No, summer comes after spring. 76 00:04:56,129 --> 00:04:58,331 Unless this is a trick question 77 00:04:58,398 --> 00:05:01,668 and we're talking about the summer from the year before. 78 00:05:01,734 --> 00:05:03,036 Good. 79 00:05:03,102 --> 00:05:04,971 Now I'm going to show you a photo. 80 00:05:06,939 --> 00:05:09,676 Could you describe what you see? 81 00:05:15,114 --> 00:05:17,450 Uh... 82 00:05:19,419 --> 00:05:21,954 -Um... -(smacks table) 83 00:05:25,758 --> 00:05:28,761 How you doing, Father? 84 00:05:28,828 --> 00:05:30,697 Good. You? 85 00:05:30,763 --> 00:05:33,332 I miss Matt. 86 00:05:33,399 --> 00:05:34,534 Father Korecki. 87 00:05:34,600 --> 00:05:36,369 You must, too. 88 00:05:36,436 --> 00:05:40,807 I think the best thing to do is just... focus on work. 89 00:05:40,873 --> 00:05:43,643 It's the same thing when my father died. 90 00:05:43,710 --> 00:05:47,447 I found it so hard to get back to writing. 91 00:05:47,513 --> 00:05:48,881 You wonder why God let it happen. 92 00:05:48,948 --> 00:05:51,117 (chuckling): Yeah. 93 00:05:51,184 --> 00:05:52,585 The worst time for me is 5:00 a.m. 94 00:05:52,652 --> 00:05:54,053 I wake up early. 95 00:05:54,120 --> 00:05:58,991 And I find myself falling asleep, during the day. 96 00:05:59,058 --> 00:06:02,528 The body needs to recuperate. 97 00:06:02,595 --> 00:06:05,832 (chuckles) May I help you, Sister? 98 00:06:05,898 --> 00:06:09,569 Yes, could you raise your arm? 99 00:06:10,703 --> 00:06:11,804 Excuse me? 100 00:06:11,871 --> 00:06:12,805 -(crashing) -(gasping) 101 00:06:12,872 --> 00:06:13,906 STUART: No, no! 102 00:06:13,973 --> 00:06:15,374 No! Stop! 103 00:06:15,441 --> 00:06:17,376 How dare you? 104 00:06:32,492 --> 00:06:34,393 So what are we thinking? 105 00:06:34,460 --> 00:06:37,396 I think it's neurological. Possibly a neurostorm. 106 00:06:37,463 --> 00:06:39,031 What-what is that? 107 00:06:39,098 --> 00:06:41,000 It's when the brain can't cope with its inability 108 00:06:41,067 --> 00:06:42,568 to perform a simple task. 109 00:06:42,635 --> 00:06:43,970 Um, the sympathetic nervous system 110 00:06:44,036 --> 00:06:46,072 triggers a fight or flight response, 111 00:06:46,139 --> 00:06:48,875 (fading out): and the body goes into a state of heightened attention. 112 00:06:48,941 --> 00:06:50,877 Um, and finally, he had trouble 113 00:06:50,943 --> 00:06:52,845 putting sentences together. It was like his brain was-- 114 00:06:52,912 --> 00:06:54,914 QAREEN: Sex. 115 00:07:04,891 --> 00:07:07,593 QAREEN: Come on, you know you've thought about it. 116 00:07:07,660 --> 00:07:09,829 I know you have. 117 00:07:09,896 --> 00:07:12,632 Look at her. 118 00:07:23,109 --> 00:07:24,477 Are you okay, Ben? 119 00:07:24,544 --> 00:07:28,681 Uh, yeah, yeah. Yeah. Good. 120 00:07:28,748 --> 00:07:31,184 Just standing here. 121 00:07:32,585 --> 00:07:35,655 So, have you ever had experience with, uh, 122 00:07:35,721 --> 00:07:37,990 a possessed person losing language? 123 00:07:38,057 --> 00:07:39,959 Look, uh, we usually end up saying, 124 00:07:40,026 --> 00:07:41,527 "Let's give him an exorcism," 125 00:07:41,594 --> 00:07:43,996 so let's just give him an exorcism, okay? 126 00:07:44,063 --> 00:07:45,565 We don't usually end up giving exorcisms-- 127 00:07:45,631 --> 00:07:47,834 Yeah, we do. Kristen usually ends up thinking 128 00:07:47,900 --> 00:07:49,168 it will work as a placebo effect, 129 00:07:49,235 --> 00:07:50,803 and I just... 130 00:07:50,870 --> 00:07:53,606 Well, we just punt on whatever 131 00:07:53,673 --> 00:07:54,974 scientific explanation I have. 132 00:07:55,041 --> 00:07:56,742 No, we don't. 133 00:07:56,809 --> 00:07:58,177 QAREEN: Yes, they do. All the fucking time. 134 00:07:58,244 --> 00:08:01,714 Well, we're not punting on anything here. 135 00:08:01,781 --> 00:08:06,152 So, uh, what can you look into scientifically? 136 00:08:06,219 --> 00:08:08,521 Well, the usual. You know, environmental... 137 00:08:10,723 --> 00:08:11,657 ...stuff. 138 00:08:11,724 --> 00:08:13,226 T-Toxicity. 139 00:08:15,561 --> 00:08:17,196 Could it be a tick? 140 00:08:17,263 --> 00:08:18,698 -Oh. -Yes. 141 00:08:18,764 --> 00:08:20,166 What about Lyme disease? 142 00:08:20,233 --> 00:08:21,767 Very possible. Or Ana... 143 00:08:21,834 --> 00:08:25,004 Um, sorry, what's the word? 144 00:08:28,674 --> 00:08:31,744 Anaplasmosis. You know? Or... 145 00:08:34,747 --> 00:08:36,082 Other tick-borne diseases. 146 00:08:36,148 --> 00:08:39,185 Okay. Then let's do our work. 147 00:08:39,252 --> 00:08:41,854 Come in tomorrow with your... 148 00:08:43,289 --> 00:08:47,093 What you... want. 149 00:08:47,159 --> 00:08:49,528 What you think, wh... 150 00:08:49,595 --> 00:08:52,098 that you would recommend. 151 00:08:52,164 --> 00:08:53,232 Yep. Great. 152 00:08:53,299 --> 00:08:55,034 -Okay. -All right. 153 00:08:55,101 --> 00:08:56,869 Thank you. 154 00:08:58,771 --> 00:09:01,641 What's wrong with your side, Father? 155 00:09:02,808 --> 00:09:04,210 Nothing's wrong with my side. 156 00:09:04,277 --> 00:09:05,978 W-What do you need? 157 00:09:06,045 --> 00:09:08,180 Your clerical collarino. 158 00:09:08,247 --> 00:09:09,682 For the last two weeks, 159 00:09:09,749 --> 00:09:10,716 there has been a bite out of your side. 160 00:09:10,783 --> 00:09:12,652 No, there hasn't. 161 00:09:12,718 --> 00:09:14,887 Well, let me see, then. 162 00:09:15,755 --> 00:09:19,659 Monsignor Korecki warned me about you. 163 00:09:19,725 --> 00:09:24,330 You're reverent, but also occasionally unbalanced. 164 00:09:24,397 --> 00:09:25,965 Then humor me. 165 00:09:26,032 --> 00:09:28,901 I wash and darn all your clothes, 166 00:09:28,968 --> 00:09:31,871 your sheets, I sweep all your floors. 167 00:09:31,938 --> 00:09:33,973 I know all your secrets. 168 00:09:34,040 --> 00:09:36,108 Sister, I don't have any secrets. 169 00:09:36,175 --> 00:09:37,610 Let me see, then. 170 00:09:37,677 --> 00:09:39,679 I can sew up whatever tear there is. 171 00:09:43,082 --> 00:09:44,917 Do you mind? (chuckles) 172 00:09:44,984 --> 00:09:47,019 Not at all. 173 00:09:50,423 --> 00:09:54,994 Father Ignatius. Yes, well, everyone has, uh... 174 00:09:55,061 --> 00:09:57,830 yeah, been quite enthusiastic about the food 175 00:09:57,897 --> 00:09:59,999 in the rectory recently, 176 00:10:00,066 --> 00:10:03,102 and, uh, I think, uh... 177 00:10:03,169 --> 00:10:05,104 -that he's doing a fantastic job. -(snarling) 178 00:10:05,171 --> 00:10:07,907 Um... 179 00:10:13,879 --> 00:10:15,181 ♪ England swings like a pendulum do ♪ 180 00:10:15,247 --> 00:10:16,916 Leland? 181 00:10:16,983 --> 00:10:18,617 ♪ Bobbies on bicycles two by two ♪ 182 00:10:18,684 --> 00:10:20,252 Leland, I'm here. 183 00:10:20,319 --> 00:10:22,121 ♪ Westminster Abbey, the Tower, and Big Ben ♪ 184 00:10:22,188 --> 00:10:23,990 Turn down that music. 185 00:10:24,056 --> 00:10:25,825 ♪ The rosy red cheeks of the little children ♪ 186 00:10:25,891 --> 00:10:29,929 ♪ England swings like a pendulum do ♪ 187 00:10:29,996 --> 00:10:33,065 ♪ Bobbies on bicycles two by two ♪ 188 00:10:33,132 --> 00:10:34,700 ♪ Westminster Abbey, the Tower, and Big Ben ♪ 189 00:10:34,767 --> 00:10:36,369 Leland! 190 00:10:36,435 --> 00:10:38,804 ♪ The rosy red cheeks of the little children ♪ 191 00:10:38,871 --> 00:10:41,107 ♪ ♪ 192 00:10:42,141 --> 00:10:43,042 -(music stops) -(baby crying) 193 00:10:43,109 --> 00:10:44,043 Leland? 194 00:10:52,084 --> 00:10:55,654 Leland, what the hell? You can't do this. 195 00:10:55,721 --> 00:10:58,991 Oh, I know. 196 00:10:59,058 --> 00:11:00,426 Oh, it's okay. 197 00:11:00,493 --> 00:11:02,194 -(crying) -I've got you. 198 00:11:02,261 --> 00:11:04,964 I know. That's a good boy. 199 00:11:05,031 --> 00:11:07,099 -It's okay. -(crying) 200 00:11:07,166 --> 00:11:08,434 It's okay. It's okay. 201 00:11:08,501 --> 00:11:10,803 Leland? 202 00:11:10,870 --> 00:11:12,271 Where are you? 203 00:11:12,338 --> 00:11:15,074 Goddamn it. Leland. 204 00:11:20,846 --> 00:11:22,415 Oh, my God. 205 00:11:22,481 --> 00:11:24,383 -No! -Leland! 206 00:11:24,450 --> 00:11:25,718 What the hell? 207 00:11:25,785 --> 00:11:27,086 Make it stop, make it shut up. 208 00:11:27,153 --> 00:11:29,021 You can't just stuff a baby in a closet. 209 00:11:29,088 --> 00:11:30,423 I can't do this anymore. 210 00:11:30,489 --> 00:11:31,891 It won't eat, it won't drink, 211 00:11:31,957 --> 00:11:33,926 all it does is shit and vomit. 212 00:11:33,993 --> 00:11:36,462 How can it shit so much and not eat anything? 213 00:11:36,529 --> 00:11:38,030 Okay, get a grip. 214 00:11:38,097 --> 00:11:39,999 My God, how did men ever convince women 215 00:11:40,066 --> 00:11:42,435 that we're the emotional ones? 216 00:11:42,501 --> 00:11:44,403 I've tried everything! 217 00:11:44,470 --> 00:11:46,906 I tried driving around. 218 00:11:46,972 --> 00:11:48,340 Last night, on the floor, 219 00:11:48,407 --> 00:11:50,743 I made snow angels in its shit 220 00:11:50,810 --> 00:11:53,813 so that it would shut up for 20 seconds. 221 00:11:53,879 --> 00:11:55,448 First, stop whining. 222 00:11:55,514 --> 00:11:57,116 Okay? 223 00:11:57,183 --> 00:12:01,087 Good. Second, we start in on the diapers, okay? 224 00:12:01,153 --> 00:12:03,756 Now, where's your changing table? 225 00:12:05,024 --> 00:12:07,293 My what? 226 00:12:07,359 --> 00:12:09,028 Okay, okay, wait, wait, wait. 227 00:12:09,095 --> 00:12:11,997 I-- First, I want an agreement on the quid pro quo. 228 00:12:12,064 --> 00:12:14,366 -What? -Our quid pro quo. 229 00:12:14,433 --> 00:12:16,836 I want transfusion bottles, I want six of them. 230 00:12:16,902 --> 00:12:18,404 I don't want to be beholden to you anymore. 231 00:12:18,471 --> 00:12:20,473 No, that needs to be administered here. 232 00:12:20,539 --> 00:12:23,008 Oh, bullshit, this isn't a hospital. 233 00:12:23,075 --> 00:12:25,177 You want my help? I want six bottles. 234 00:12:25,244 --> 00:12:27,746 -Three. -Four. 235 00:12:27,813 --> 00:12:29,982 Okay. 236 00:12:30,049 --> 00:12:32,084 (chuckling): Okay. 237 00:12:32,151 --> 00:12:34,954 Oh, what a stingy old man. 238 00:12:36,021 --> 00:12:37,456 -(retches) -Oh! 239 00:12:37,523 --> 00:12:38,891 Oh, my God. 240 00:12:38,958 --> 00:12:41,827 -Oh... -See? See?! 241 00:12:41,894 --> 00:12:45,364 DR. WEINHEIMER: So, I've taken a look at Mr. Lawry's records. 242 00:12:45,431 --> 00:12:47,266 Of the recent tick-borne diseases, 243 00:12:47,333 --> 00:12:49,535 we have seen a recent rise in babesiosis, 244 00:12:49,602 --> 00:12:52,371 but I've done a study of Stuart's red blood cells. 245 00:12:52,438 --> 00:12:54,039 There's no alteration. 246 00:12:54,106 --> 00:12:55,341 Hmm. And would that affect his language anyway? 247 00:12:55,407 --> 00:12:57,076 It might. 248 00:12:57,143 --> 00:13:02,047 Right, and what about the disease from the, um...? 249 00:13:02,114 --> 00:13:03,516 The one from the black tick. 250 00:13:03,582 --> 00:13:04,917 Hmm. The mountain wood? 251 00:13:04,984 --> 00:13:07,019 No. The, um, what's the word? 252 00:13:07,086 --> 00:13:11,056 The, uh... thingy. 253 00:13:11,123 --> 00:13:12,825 -Thingy? -Sorry. 254 00:13:12,892 --> 00:13:14,927 The tick with the black legs. 255 00:13:16,295 --> 00:13:18,264 Oh, the black-legged tick. 256 00:13:18,330 --> 00:13:20,966 Oh, yes, Borrelia mayonii. 257 00:13:21,033 --> 00:13:22,234 Possibly. 258 00:13:22,301 --> 00:13:23,836 Doctor, could I call you back? 259 00:13:23,903 --> 00:13:25,871 Certainly. 260 00:13:25,938 --> 00:13:27,973 ♪ ♪ 261 00:13:54,633 --> 00:13:57,036 MAN: Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned. 262 00:13:57,102 --> 00:13:59,471 It's been two weeks since my last confession. 263 00:13:59,538 --> 00:14:01,574 I cheated on my wife. 264 00:14:02,675 --> 00:14:04,577 It was somebody at work, 265 00:14:04,643 --> 00:14:06,912 and we swore we'd never do it again, 266 00:14:06,979 --> 00:14:09,481 but I'm worried the temptation is too great, Father. 267 00:14:11,150 --> 00:14:12,851 What do I do? 268 00:14:18,057 --> 00:14:22,061 It's important to avoid any, um... 269 00:14:24,063 --> 00:14:27,967 Avoid any circumstances that lead you to... 270 00:14:31,637 --> 00:14:33,072 Sin? 271 00:14:33,138 --> 00:14:35,074 Yes. 272 00:14:36,408 --> 00:14:39,645 It's helpful to remember the words of... 273 00:15:56,322 --> 00:15:59,358 ♪ ♪ 274 00:16:26,418 --> 00:16:28,320 -(snarling) -Ugh! 275 00:16:28,387 --> 00:16:31,457 Who are you? The Demon of Bad Breath? 276 00:16:32,658 --> 00:16:34,093 Why are you even-- 277 00:16:34,159 --> 00:16:36,128 -(hisses) -Oh... 278 00:16:52,778 --> 00:16:55,114 DAVID: Sister Andrea? 279 00:16:57,416 --> 00:16:58,584 Sister? 280 00:17:00,252 --> 00:17:02,454 He... Wh... 281 00:17:04,823 --> 00:17:06,458 DAVID: Sister? 282 00:17:06,525 --> 00:17:08,560 ♪ ♪ 283 00:17:37,122 --> 00:17:38,657 ♪ ♪ 284 00:18:07,186 --> 00:18:08,720 ♪ ♪ 285 00:18:33,846 --> 00:18:35,881 ♪ ♪ 286 00:19:04,409 --> 00:19:06,445 QAREEN: Kristen wants you, Ben. 287 00:19:08,947 --> 00:19:12,184 She does. 288 00:19:12,251 --> 00:19:15,187 You know it. 289 00:19:15,254 --> 00:19:18,156 The way she looks at you. 290 00:19:18,223 --> 00:19:21,193 Go to her. 291 00:19:21,260 --> 00:19:24,563 ♪ I said get down with it ♪ 292 00:19:24,630 --> 00:19:26,198 ♪ ♪ 293 00:19:26,265 --> 00:19:27,599 ♪ Do the jazz... ♪ 294 00:19:27,666 --> 00:19:30,435 QAREEN: You can't drown me out, Ben. 295 00:19:30,502 --> 00:19:32,571 I'm in your head. 296 00:19:32,638 --> 00:19:34,606 ♪ Gonna watch everybody wag ♪ 297 00:19:35,908 --> 00:19:38,477 ♪ I said come on, baby... ♪ 298 00:19:39,478 --> 00:19:41,947 QAREEN: Go ahead, I can't answer it. 299 00:19:42,014 --> 00:19:45,651 ♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪ 300 00:19:45,717 --> 00:19:46,919 Tada. 301 00:19:46,985 --> 00:19:48,820 Renee. 302 00:19:48,887 --> 00:19:51,290 So I asked the liquor store what was the best tequila 303 00:19:51,356 --> 00:19:54,393 for apologizing that you left someone in a field 304 00:19:54,459 --> 00:19:55,894 covered in goat's blood. 305 00:19:55,961 --> 00:19:58,897 And this is the one. 306 00:19:58,964 --> 00:20:00,299 Can I come in? 307 00:20:00,365 --> 00:20:02,568 Uh, sure, yeah. 308 00:20:02,634 --> 00:20:05,871 Uh, I'm just... surprised. 309 00:20:05,938 --> 00:20:06,972 Why? 310 00:20:07,039 --> 00:20:10,342 I said I'd be here in 20 minutes. 311 00:20:10,409 --> 00:20:11,977 (stammers) You what? 312 00:20:12,044 --> 00:20:13,612 I said 20 minutes. 313 00:20:13,679 --> 00:20:15,647 Shall we do some shots? 314 00:20:17,516 --> 00:20:20,619 Uh, Renee, you're gonna have to... 315 00:20:20,686 --> 00:20:23,622 go a little bit slow with me here because I... 316 00:20:23,689 --> 00:20:26,291 I think I'm losing my words. 317 00:20:26,358 --> 00:20:28,260 Yeah, you said that on the phone. 318 00:20:28,327 --> 00:20:31,430 "I-I think I'm losing my words, so... 319 00:20:31,496 --> 00:20:32,998 let's fuck." 320 00:20:35,400 --> 00:20:36,535 I what? 321 00:20:36,602 --> 00:20:40,238 Ben, don't play dumb with me. 322 00:20:40,305 --> 00:20:44,343 I could've hung up on you, but... here I am. 323 00:20:49,615 --> 00:20:50,983 Renee, I think I'm losing my mind. 324 00:20:52,651 --> 00:20:56,421 I know. Isn't it great? 325 00:21:03,462 --> 00:21:05,464 How's your mind? 326 00:21:05,530 --> 00:21:06,965 Hmm... 327 00:21:08,033 --> 00:21:10,002 Better. 328 00:21:11,870 --> 00:21:16,341 I didn't call you. By the way. 329 00:21:16,408 --> 00:21:21,013 Then someone is out there imitating your voice. 330 00:21:29,054 --> 00:21:31,890 I'm seeing something. 331 00:21:31,957 --> 00:21:34,459 What? 332 00:21:34,526 --> 00:21:37,362 Uh.... It's a Qareen. 333 00:21:37,429 --> 00:21:39,398 Uh, it's a type of Jinn. 334 00:21:39,464 --> 00:21:43,335 In Islam, it's like an id. 335 00:21:43,402 --> 00:21:45,070 That's cool. 336 00:21:46,838 --> 00:21:48,440 No, I don't mean psychologically. 337 00:21:48,507 --> 00:21:51,977 I mean, like I'm-I'm... I'm really seeing it. 338 00:21:52,044 --> 00:21:55,614 I know. Cool. I channel Jesus. 339 00:21:55,681 --> 00:21:59,384 (chuckling) Oh, my God. 340 00:21:59,451 --> 00:22:00,786 Oh... 341 00:22:00,852 --> 00:22:04,056 If I can go an hour without thinking of that. 342 00:22:04,122 --> 00:22:06,024 You called out my name during sex. 343 00:22:06,091 --> 00:22:08,860 Really? Renee or Jesus? 344 00:22:08,927 --> 00:22:10,529 Both. 345 00:22:10,595 --> 00:22:11,930 Mm. 346 00:22:18,136 --> 00:22:20,972 You know, this Jinn, I... 347 00:22:22,607 --> 00:22:26,011 I thought it was... 348 00:22:26,078 --> 00:22:30,582 like an internal monologue, or something, like a... 349 00:22:30,649 --> 00:22:33,452 like a stream-of-consciousness thing. 350 00:22:33,518 --> 00:22:35,620 But then... 351 00:22:39,691 --> 00:22:42,394 I didn't call your number. 352 00:22:43,795 --> 00:22:46,098 So you think this id called me? 353 00:22:49,534 --> 00:22:51,503 I-I don't know. 354 00:22:53,772 --> 00:22:57,609 But something is happening, and... 355 00:22:59,845 --> 00:23:04,416 I... don't have the words. 356 00:23:05,217 --> 00:23:06,785 KURT: What're you looking for? 357 00:23:06,852 --> 00:23:09,521 KRISTEN: Um, my last score on an ACIA test. 358 00:23:09,588 --> 00:23:11,389 I self-administered one last night, 359 00:23:11,456 --> 00:23:12,791 and I'd like to compare. 360 00:23:12,858 --> 00:23:14,426 You want to see if you got smarter? 361 00:23:14,493 --> 00:23:17,662 No. I was struggling with some, um, phrases. 362 00:23:17,729 --> 00:23:18,997 I just kept blanking on them. 363 00:23:19,064 --> 00:23:21,066 It's probably nothing but I'm just... 364 00:23:21,133 --> 00:23:25,003 I'm feeling a bit, um... 365 00:23:25,070 --> 00:23:28,473 you know, uh... See? The word just left me. 366 00:23:28,540 --> 00:23:31,009 Kristen, listen... 367 00:23:31,076 --> 00:23:32,611 Ever since the pandemic, 368 00:23:32,677 --> 00:23:33,912 all my patients' ACIA scores have dropped. 369 00:23:33,979 --> 00:23:35,514 Really? Why? 370 00:23:35,580 --> 00:23:37,983 Increased screen time, decreased book time, 371 00:23:38,049 --> 00:23:40,852 lack of in-person conversation, social media. 372 00:23:40,919 --> 00:23:42,888 Wow, so we're all just gonna get... 373 00:23:42,954 --> 00:23:47,626 dumber and dumber until we're, uh... 374 00:23:47,692 --> 00:23:50,595 completely... 375 00:23:50,662 --> 00:23:54,432 No, no, our brains are hardwired to reset 376 00:23:54,499 --> 00:23:55,767 back to a pre-Internet state. 377 00:23:55,834 --> 00:23:57,169 You just need to reduce your screen time 378 00:23:57,235 --> 00:23:59,838 for two weeks, you'll be back to your baseline. 379 00:23:59,905 --> 00:24:02,541 Hmm. And what about kids growing up in this age? 380 00:24:02,607 --> 00:24:04,042 Oh, they're screwed. 381 00:24:04,109 --> 00:24:06,778 Can I just see my file please? 382 00:24:06,845 --> 00:24:08,613 Sure. 383 00:24:14,152 --> 00:24:16,087 -LELAND: Yeah? -It's Robin. 384 00:24:16,154 --> 00:24:18,190 -Oh, okay. -You asked me to call when Kristen visited. 385 00:24:18,256 --> 00:24:20,058 -(baby crying) -Robin, I can't hear you, hold on, hold on. 386 00:24:20,125 --> 00:24:23,528 Could you shut up?! 387 00:24:28,767 --> 00:24:30,702 KRISTEN: Um, it's-it's been a long week. 388 00:24:30,769 --> 00:24:32,137 A long-ass week. 389 00:24:32,204 --> 00:24:34,072 We're working overtime on this case, 390 00:24:34,139 --> 00:24:36,875 so I was wondering if you wouldn't mind fixing them-- 391 00:24:36,942 --> 00:24:39,244 Kristen's voice. It calms him. 392 00:24:39,311 --> 00:24:41,613 Makes sense. 393 00:24:41,680 --> 00:24:43,915 It's his biological mother. 394 00:24:43,982 --> 00:24:48,753 KRISTEN: Um, well, let me know if that sounds all right with you. 395 00:24:48,820 --> 00:24:51,756 Okay? Thank you. Love you. 396 00:24:51,823 --> 00:24:53,859 I can't keep playing this over and over again, though. 397 00:24:53,925 --> 00:24:56,261 KRISTEN: I saw that you called, I'm just trying to... 398 00:24:56,328 --> 00:24:58,530 ♪ ♪ 399 00:24:58,597 --> 00:24:59,998 I need something from you. 400 00:25:00,065 --> 00:25:01,833 You said Boggs kept his tapes 401 00:25:01,900 --> 00:25:05,170 of the early sessions with Kristen? 402 00:25:05,237 --> 00:25:07,005 I need copies. 403 00:25:08,073 --> 00:25:08,073 KRISTEN: I know birthdays 404 00:25:08,073 --> 00:25:10,108 shouldn't be a big deal 405 00:25:10,175 --> 00:25:12,210 at this age, but the thing is.. 406 00:25:12,277 --> 00:25:13,945 they just really are. 407 00:25:14,012 --> 00:25:15,680 My thoughts are getting worse, 408 00:25:15,747 --> 00:25:17,215 I'm thinking darker things. 409 00:25:17,282 --> 00:25:20,018 I'm having trouble communicating with Andy. 410 00:25:26,057 --> 00:25:27,559 I'll take two bottles now 411 00:25:27,626 --> 00:25:28,994 and two tomorrow. 412 00:25:29,060 --> 00:25:31,763 That should be enough for three months. 413 00:25:31,830 --> 00:25:33,899 Fine. 414 00:25:33,965 --> 00:25:36,635 Every time you need me, that's two more bottles. 415 00:25:36,701 --> 00:25:37,736 -I won't need you. -You will. 416 00:25:37,802 --> 00:25:38,937 This won't last forever. 417 00:25:39,004 --> 00:25:41,973 I hope you're not thinking you'll get free of me, dear one. 418 00:25:42,040 --> 00:25:44,542 You stop IV-ing and you'll look like a prune. 419 00:25:45,777 --> 00:25:48,046 I'll be back for the other two bottles. 420 00:25:51,783 --> 00:25:54,853 -KURT: That brings up your... -(baby crying) 421 00:25:54,920 --> 00:25:58,757 So, the language centers, Broca's and, um, Wernicke's, 422 00:25:58,823 --> 00:26:02,260 and the angular gyrus are located throughout the... 423 00:26:03,862 --> 00:26:06,031 -Um... -BEN: Throughout the...? 424 00:26:06,097 --> 00:26:10,769 Well, different parts of the, uh... 425 00:26:10,835 --> 00:26:12,203 Brain. 426 00:26:12,270 --> 00:26:13,939 -Yes. -BEN: Yeah. 427 00:26:14,005 --> 00:26:15,006 So you think this is explainable. 428 00:26:16,007 --> 00:26:17,142 I do. 429 00:26:17,208 --> 00:26:17,943 That he doesn't need an exorcism? 430 00:26:18,009 --> 00:26:20,011 Yeah. 431 00:26:21,246 --> 00:26:23,615 Ben? 432 00:26:23,682 --> 00:26:25,617 Oh, I-I went to his place. 433 00:26:25,684 --> 00:26:27,786 Whose? 434 00:26:29,754 --> 00:26:31,656 The guy. 435 00:26:31,723 --> 00:26:35,360 Uh, and I can't find any signs of, um... 436 00:26:37,696 --> 00:26:38,863 ...bad stuff. 437 00:26:38,930 --> 00:26:40,999 Can I stop us here for a second? 438 00:26:41,066 --> 00:26:45,036 Uh, are you guys having trouble completing thoughts? 439 00:26:45,103 --> 00:26:46,271 -Yes. -BEN: Mm-hmm. 440 00:26:46,338 --> 00:26:48,173 You too? 441 00:26:48,239 --> 00:26:50,108 The other day I struggled with my homily. First time. 442 00:26:50,175 --> 00:26:52,377 My ACIA score went way down. 443 00:26:56,181 --> 00:27:00,618 Uh, I actually didn't need many words last night, so... 444 00:27:01,619 --> 00:27:04,222 DAVID: Are we concerned that the same thing is happening to... 445 00:27:04,289 --> 00:27:08,126 us that is happening to the... 446 00:27:08,193 --> 00:27:09,894 our guy? 447 00:27:09,961 --> 00:27:13,098 The... assessment? 448 00:27:13,164 --> 00:27:16,001 You think it's catching? This loss of words, like a cold? 449 00:27:16,067 --> 00:27:17,702 KRISTEN: Or like a yawn. 450 00:27:17,769 --> 00:27:20,171 Like, like social mirroring. The brain sees a device, 451 00:27:20,238 --> 00:27:21,940 I mean, an action, 452 00:27:22,007 --> 00:27:24,209 in someone else, 453 00:27:24,275 --> 00:27:27,145 and, like a rat, it imitates it. 454 00:27:27,212 --> 00:27:28,813 Like a rat? 455 00:27:28,880 --> 00:27:30,348 What do you mean? 456 00:27:30,415 --> 00:27:32,417 You said "like a rat." 457 00:27:35,186 --> 00:27:36,755 I don't know what that meant. 458 00:27:36,821 --> 00:27:38,156 DAVID: There's another possibility. 459 00:27:38,223 --> 00:27:41,159 Uh, contagious demonic possession. 460 00:27:41,226 --> 00:27:43,428 I'm not sure I... 461 00:27:50,301 --> 00:27:52,837 One second. 462 00:27:54,873 --> 00:27:57,742 Sister? 463 00:27:57,809 --> 00:27:59,978 Sister, what's... What's up? 464 00:28:00,045 --> 00:28:02,213 There's a demon loose in here. 465 00:28:02,280 --> 00:28:04,349 Yeah, Father Ignatius mentioned that you were in his office, 466 00:28:04,416 --> 00:28:05,784 -examining his side. -No. 467 00:28:05,850 --> 00:28:08,319 Not that one. 468 00:28:08,386 --> 00:28:10,255 Not... that one? 469 00:28:10,321 --> 00:28:12,090 There are two of them. 470 00:28:15,060 --> 00:28:18,196 It's best to handle them one at a time 471 00:28:18,263 --> 00:28:19,831 or they gang up on you. 472 00:28:26,204 --> 00:28:29,307 ♪ ♪ 473 00:29:33,338 --> 00:29:35,406 -Sister? -Father, don't move. 474 00:29:35,473 --> 00:29:36,374 What? 475 00:29:36,441 --> 00:29:37,976 You have something in your side. 476 00:29:38,042 --> 00:29:41,012 I have nothing in my side. 477 00:29:41,079 --> 00:29:42,147 What are you talking about? 478 00:29:42,213 --> 00:29:43,915 You don't see it, Father. 479 00:29:43,982 --> 00:29:45,817 Something is weighing you down. 480 00:29:45,884 --> 00:29:48,553 Sister... 481 00:29:48,620 --> 00:29:52,157 I need you to knock when you come in here. 482 00:29:52,223 --> 00:29:54,492 Now please go. 483 00:29:59,030 --> 00:30:00,899 KRISTEN: The world just scares me. 484 00:30:00,965 --> 00:30:03,501 More and more. Everything seems threatening. 485 00:30:03,568 --> 00:30:06,237 KURT: Mm-hmm. And Laura's health, how is she? 486 00:30:06,304 --> 00:30:09,407 KRISTEN: Her heart, I mean, it's... 487 00:30:09,474 --> 00:30:12,277 The doctor gives us another six months, if we don't operat. 488 00:30:12,343 --> 00:30:14,045 But there's only five percent chance 489 00:30:14,112 --> 00:30:15,213 that she'll live until 18. 490 00:30:17,015 --> 00:30:19,050 I just don't know what I'm gonna do, I just... 491 00:30:19,117 --> 00:30:22,387 Laura is so young and so defenseless... 492 00:30:22,453 --> 00:30:24,556 I know it's not rational, but I just keep thinking 493 00:30:24,622 --> 00:30:26,291 that if I lose her, I would ned 494 00:30:26,357 --> 00:30:27,992 to have another baby immediately. 495 00:30:28,059 --> 00:30:30,428 It's the only way I could handle the void. 496 00:30:30,495 --> 00:30:33,231 The only way... (sobbing) 497 00:30:33,298 --> 00:30:35,300 Oh, my God. 498 00:30:35,366 --> 00:30:38,069 (sobbing): Oh, my God. 499 00:30:38,136 --> 00:30:39,571 You know... 500 00:30:39,637 --> 00:30:42,941 Andy always wanted a boy. 501 00:30:43,007 --> 00:30:45,343 It makes me think... 502 00:30:45,410 --> 00:30:47,612 of what a son would be like. 503 00:30:47,679 --> 00:30:51,015 Maybe he keeps leaving me because 504 00:30:51,082 --> 00:30:52,450 I don't know... 505 00:30:52,517 --> 00:30:54,852 God, am I even making sense? 506 00:30:54,919 --> 00:30:56,187 I'm sorry. 507 00:31:08,566 --> 00:31:10,435 -Yeah? -VOICE: Ah-ha-ha-ha! 508 00:31:10,501 --> 00:31:16,274 ♪ Feliz Navidad, Feliz Navidad ♪ 509 00:31:17,342 --> 00:31:18,977 ♪ Feliz Navidad ♪ 510 00:31:19,043 --> 00:31:22,113 ♪ Prospero Ano y Felicidad ♪ 511 00:31:23,548 --> 00:31:25,149 ♪ Feliz Navidad ♪ 512 00:31:26,618 --> 00:31:30,188 ♪ Feliz Navidad, Feliz-- ♪ 513 00:31:34,225 --> 00:31:35,593 Wait. W-W-W-Wait. What the hell 514 00:31:35,660 --> 00:31:37,962 were you doing in a particle accelerator anyway? 515 00:31:38,029 --> 00:31:39,430 Well... 516 00:31:39,497 --> 00:31:43,968 it's a long story, and I don't have the words. 517 00:31:44,035 --> 00:31:45,536 Well, you only need one word. 518 00:31:45,603 --> 00:31:46,537 Stupid. 519 00:31:46,604 --> 00:31:48,973 (coughs) Okay, Mom. 520 00:31:49,040 --> 00:31:50,608 Can we agree to that and move on? 521 00:31:50,675 --> 00:31:52,977 The question is, 522 00:31:53,044 --> 00:31:56,381 could an ion beam cause a problem in my brain 523 00:31:56,447 --> 00:31:58,950 that is currently undiagnosable? 524 00:31:59,017 --> 00:32:01,019 You're saying it was a test beam, no radiation? 525 00:32:01,085 --> 00:32:02,920 -Right. -And how many megahertz? 526 00:32:02,987 --> 00:32:04,455 74. 527 00:32:04,522 --> 00:32:07,925 Well, look, your worry is not quantum black holes. 528 00:32:07,992 --> 00:32:10,261 It's that quarks would reassemble themselves 529 00:32:10,328 --> 00:32:11,596 into compressed strangelets. 530 00:32:11,663 --> 00:32:13,931 -Which are theoretical. -Yeah. (chuckles) 531 00:32:13,998 --> 00:32:16,401 But I wouldn't them messing around in my head. 532 00:32:16,467 --> 00:32:19,170 Strangelets are a new form of compressed matter. 533 00:32:19,237 --> 00:32:21,306 They could do anything. 534 00:32:21,372 --> 00:32:25,043 You are on the outer reaches of known physics here. 535 00:32:25,109 --> 00:32:26,311 In my head. 536 00:32:26,377 --> 00:32:29,681 Quantum mechanics and the human brain. 537 00:32:29,747 --> 00:32:34,252 Mm. It's like putting a mystery in a mystery. 538 00:32:34,319 --> 00:32:35,320 Great. 539 00:32:35,386 --> 00:32:37,455 Hey, did you ever think 540 00:32:37,522 --> 00:32:39,390 that maybe you're experiencing 541 00:32:39,457 --> 00:32:42,593 the many worlds interpretation firsthand? 542 00:32:42,660 --> 00:32:45,129 What do you mean? 543 00:32:45,196 --> 00:32:47,332 Well, when the beam hit your head, 544 00:32:47,398 --> 00:32:49,567 your world split into two possibilities: 545 00:32:49,634 --> 00:32:51,703 one with just you, and the other one 546 00:32:51,769 --> 00:32:54,105 was where your id is real. 547 00:32:54,172 --> 00:32:55,540 Multiverse theory? 548 00:32:55,606 --> 00:32:59,243 Yes. So in this universe, I'm with you. 549 00:32:59,310 --> 00:33:02,280 And in the other one, you're alone. 550 00:33:04,282 --> 00:33:06,084 Oh, you're blowing my mind. 551 00:33:06,150 --> 00:33:07,618 Good. 552 00:33:07,685 --> 00:33:10,121 Now let me tell you about Jesus. 553 00:33:10,188 --> 00:33:12,724 Oh, no, please, come on. 554 00:33:12,790 --> 00:33:14,292 -Oh. -Mm. 555 00:34:24,529 --> 00:34:26,164 Ah, uh, Jennifer, Stuart Lawry, 556 00:34:26,230 --> 00:34:27,131 this is Sister Andrea. 557 00:34:27,198 --> 00:34:29,500 Oh, yes, I sometimes see you at morning mass. 558 00:34:29,567 --> 00:34:32,069 Oh, of course, of course. How are you? 559 00:34:32,136 --> 00:34:33,604 JENNIFER: I think we're about to find out. 560 00:34:33,671 --> 00:34:35,473 Are you all right, Sister? 561 00:34:35,540 --> 00:34:38,643 I'm fine. I'm fine. Thank you for a... 562 00:34:38,709 --> 00:34:40,812 a... a... 563 00:34:40,878 --> 00:34:42,513 DAVID: We're considering the possibility of an exorcism 564 00:34:42,580 --> 00:34:44,415 or spiritual counseling. 565 00:34:44,482 --> 00:34:46,117 JENNIFER: Maybe you could join us. 566 00:34:46,184 --> 00:34:49,287 I-I will. I... 567 00:34:54,492 --> 00:34:56,127 Ah. 568 00:35:08,473 --> 00:35:09,874 Go help your friends. 569 00:35:09,941 --> 00:35:12,577 That-that other demon is more dangerous. 570 00:35:12,643 --> 00:35:14,445 I'm just a little pet. Meow. 571 00:35:14,512 --> 00:35:17,114 -Shut up. -You're hurting me. 572 00:35:17,181 --> 00:35:18,616 You're hurting my tail. 573 00:35:18,683 --> 00:35:21,285 Look at me. I'm not your enemy. 574 00:35:21,352 --> 00:35:22,753 Ow! 575 00:35:23,754 --> 00:35:25,590 Is this where you live? 576 00:35:25,656 --> 00:35:27,458 It's so sad. 577 00:35:27,525 --> 00:35:29,594 Get some flowers or something. 578 00:35:29,660 --> 00:35:31,696 Ow! Jesus. Oh, hey! 579 00:35:31,762 --> 00:35:35,399 It's dark in here. I'm scared. Hey! 580 00:35:35,466 --> 00:35:38,302 What are you doing to Father Ignatius? 581 00:35:38,369 --> 00:35:40,271 That old priest? 582 00:35:40,338 --> 00:35:41,405 I was helping him. 583 00:35:41,472 --> 00:35:42,740 With rocks? 584 00:35:42,807 --> 00:35:44,375 Those were magic rocks. 585 00:35:44,442 --> 00:35:46,711 Helping him to sleep. 586 00:35:46,777 --> 00:35:48,513 He hasn't been sleeping well. 587 00:35:48,579 --> 00:35:51,582 Let me out and I promise to grant you three wishes. 588 00:35:53,851 --> 00:35:55,720 Hey, ah! Hey! 589 00:35:55,786 --> 00:35:58,923 (grunts) What are you? What kind of demon are you? 590 00:35:58,990 --> 00:36:01,259 I'm just a nothing. 591 00:36:01,325 --> 00:36:02,860 A small pet. Wait, wait. 592 00:36:02,927 --> 00:36:04,595 Hey! Hey, stop it! 593 00:36:04,662 --> 00:36:05,897 What are you about? 594 00:36:05,963 --> 00:36:08,466 I'm about you. 595 00:36:08,533 --> 00:36:10,234 I'm telling the truth. 596 00:36:10,301 --> 00:36:11,669 I'm about futility. 597 00:36:11,736 --> 00:36:14,572 I'm about your life being meaningless. 598 00:36:14,639 --> 00:36:18,442 I'm about the fact that every last kid you taught in school 599 00:36:18,509 --> 00:36:20,912 is no longer Catholic. 600 00:36:20,978 --> 00:36:23,381 They all left the Church. 601 00:36:23,447 --> 00:36:25,349 Every single one. 602 00:36:25,416 --> 00:36:28,719 They looked at your life and were disgusted. 603 00:36:28,786 --> 00:36:31,222 No, what are you doing, Sister? 604 00:36:31,289 --> 00:36:32,490 I'm about Paul. 605 00:36:34,292 --> 00:36:35,960 You know what he's doing now? 606 00:36:36,027 --> 00:36:38,863 He's dead. He's buried. 607 00:36:38,930 --> 00:36:42,533 The only thing left of him is his broken heart. 608 00:36:42,600 --> 00:36:45,937 He only had six months of happiness, 609 00:36:46,003 --> 00:36:47,572 that summer with you. 610 00:36:50,308 --> 00:36:52,710 You're the Demon of Grief. 611 00:36:52,777 --> 00:36:55,313 I prefer to be called Tommy. 612 00:36:55,379 --> 00:36:56,514 But sure. 613 00:36:56,581 --> 00:36:58,649 Let me go. 614 00:36:58,716 --> 00:37:00,685 Father Ignatius needs me. 615 00:37:00,751 --> 00:37:02,553 He has no other comforts. 616 00:37:02,620 --> 00:37:04,722 His grief is his comfort. 617 00:37:04,789 --> 00:37:06,424 I don't believe you. 618 00:37:06,924 --> 00:37:06,924 DEMON: Sometimes pain 619 00:37:06,924 --> 00:37:09,927 is what sustains us. 620 00:37:09,994 --> 00:37:14,498 Think of Paul, what you gave up. 621 00:37:14,565 --> 00:37:16,634 You loved him. 622 00:37:16,701 --> 00:37:18,836 He would've given up everything for you. 623 00:37:18,903 --> 00:37:23,374 But you wouldn't give up God. 624 00:37:23,441 --> 00:37:27,778 Tell me... was it worth it? 625 00:37:27,845 --> 00:37:31,349 Does God hold you the way Paul did? 626 00:37:31,415 --> 00:37:32,917 Huh, Sister? 627 00:37:32,984 --> 00:37:38,456 I-I-I wrote down some notes from our last, um... 628 00:37:38,522 --> 00:37:41,292 visit to the doctor. 629 00:37:41,359 --> 00:37:45,329 Jennifer, are you finding that... 630 00:37:45,396 --> 00:37:47,999 Stuart's frustration with words is spreading to you? 631 00:37:48,065 --> 00:37:49,367 Yes. 632 00:37:49,433 --> 00:37:50,401 BEN: Yeah, we are, too. 633 00:37:50,468 --> 00:37:51,936 Something is going on here. 634 00:37:52,003 --> 00:37:53,537 You need an exorcism. 635 00:37:53,604 --> 00:37:56,941 Yeah, baby. Give me all your words. 636 00:37:57,008 --> 00:38:00,444 There's a demon who got hold of your husband. 637 00:38:00,511 --> 00:38:03,781 A parasite who lives on his words. 638 00:38:03,848 --> 00:38:07,284 And now it's grabbed onto you, David, and also to you two. 639 00:38:07,351 --> 00:38:09,553 The sooner the exorcism, the better. 640 00:38:09,620 --> 00:38:12,490 He becomes stronger with each word. 641 00:38:21,632 --> 00:38:24,368 It's our last meeting, Andy. 642 00:38:25,503 --> 00:38:28,539 You've been so patient. 643 00:38:30,675 --> 00:38:33,310 Tomorrow... 644 00:38:35,546 --> 00:38:37,782 ...you are a man. 645 00:38:39,884 --> 00:38:41,419 Remember those first few months 646 00:38:41,485 --> 00:38:43,387 after each of the girls was born? 647 00:38:44,221 --> 00:38:48,492 How every breath seemed like a miracle? 648 00:38:48,559 --> 00:38:50,494 How worried you were? 649 00:38:50,561 --> 00:38:54,999 I want you to have those feelings again. 650 00:38:56,967 --> 00:38:59,070 I want you to be closer together. 651 00:39:00,471 --> 00:39:02,973 Children bring life. 652 00:39:04,108 --> 00:39:06,677 And you always wanted a boy. 653 00:39:07,978 --> 00:39:10,481 You wanted a boy to play catch with. 654 00:39:10,548 --> 00:39:12,850 To introduce to Pink Floyd. 655 00:39:12,917 --> 00:39:15,853 To explain why the Mets matter. 656 00:39:17,054 --> 00:39:18,622 But... 657 00:39:19,857 --> 00:39:22,126 ...always there were girls. 658 00:39:22,193 --> 00:39:26,497 (weakly): Always there were girls. 659 00:39:26,564 --> 00:39:28,833 Tonight you'll put Laura to bed at 9:00 p.m., 660 00:39:28,899 --> 00:39:31,502 like every other night. 661 00:39:32,670 --> 00:39:35,906 This is her beddy-bye pouch. 662 00:39:35,973 --> 00:39:39,710 You'll put the pouch next to her pillow, 663 00:39:39,777 --> 00:39:43,147 kiss her on the forehead and go. 664 00:39:43,214 --> 00:39:46,450 At 3:00 a.m., you'll wake... 665 00:39:46,517 --> 00:39:49,420 and reenter her room. 666 00:39:49,487 --> 00:39:52,923 She'll be sleeping soundly from the herbs in the pouch. 667 00:39:54,759 --> 00:39:56,694 You have to be very quiet. 668 00:39:56,761 --> 00:39:59,630 You'll go to her feet, 669 00:39:59,697 --> 00:40:03,033 remove her right sock, 670 00:40:03,100 --> 00:40:06,137 take the needle, 671 00:40:06,203 --> 00:40:09,039 and inject her between the toes. 672 00:40:14,678 --> 00:40:18,149 This is for her benefit. 673 00:40:18,215 --> 00:40:20,851 The drugs will bring on the cardiac arrest 674 00:40:20,918 --> 00:40:24,088 that she was supposed to have two years ago. 675 00:40:25,956 --> 00:40:29,860 God never wanted her to live this long. 676 00:40:33,898 --> 00:40:36,700 Afterwards... 677 00:40:36,767 --> 00:40:40,004 you'll go outside... 678 00:40:40,070 --> 00:40:43,674 put the needle in the trash can. 679 00:40:43,741 --> 00:40:46,644 And go back to sleep. 680 00:40:50,247 --> 00:40:53,117 When you wake up, everything will be taken care of. 681 00:41:00,724 --> 00:41:02,793 Say okay. 682 00:41:06,964 --> 00:41:09,033 Okay. 683 00:41:31,689 --> 00:41:33,691 Yep, I let him out. 684 00:41:33,757 --> 00:41:34,959 We demons help each other. 685 00:41:35,025 --> 00:41:37,795 Come on, talk. 686 00:41:37,862 --> 00:41:40,664 Tell me how scared you are. 687 00:41:41,966 --> 00:41:45,236 Let's hear it. Go ahead and speak. 688 00:41:46,237 --> 00:41:47,771 Yeah, that's right. 689 00:41:47,838 --> 00:41:50,674 Every time someone explains themselves, 690 00:41:50,741 --> 00:41:52,142 it fills me up. 691 00:42:23,340 --> 00:42:25,542 -(racing footsteps) -Mom, Mom... -Tell us a story. 692 00:42:25,609 --> 00:42:27,611 -Mom! -KRISTEN: Okay, 693 00:42:27,678 --> 00:42:28,913 no story tonight. 694 00:42:31,882 --> 00:42:33,550 -Do the spider family! -(Andy chuckles) 695 00:42:33,617 --> 00:42:34,685 -Yes, the spider one. -Yeah! Do it, do it, do it. 696 00:42:34,752 --> 00:42:35,753 What do you think? 697 00:42:37,688 --> 00:42:40,624 KRISTEN: Oh, my gosh, all right. 698 00:42:40,691 --> 00:42:41,859 -Okay, okay. -Yay! 699 00:42:41,926 --> 00:42:42,993 KRISTEN: All right, all right. 700 00:42:43,060 --> 00:42:44,728 All right, all right, all right. 701 00:42:44,795 --> 00:42:45,930 Okay, snuggle close. 702 00:42:45,996 --> 00:42:48,098 Once upon a time, 703 00:42:48,165 --> 00:42:49,967 there was a spider family, 704 00:42:50,034 --> 00:42:52,002 with four spider daughters 705 00:42:52,069 --> 00:42:53,704 who couldn't get to sleep 706 00:42:53,771 --> 00:42:56,140 because every night they heard... 707 00:42:56,206 --> 00:42:58,242 -(chuckling) -Boom. 708 00:42:58,309 --> 00:43:00,744 Boom. Boom. 709 00:43:00,811 --> 00:43:02,713 Monster's getting closer. 710 00:43:02,780 --> 00:43:04,715 KRISTEN: So the spider girls started to cry. 711 00:43:04,782 --> 00:43:06,016 "Tell us a story, Mom." 712 00:43:06,083 --> 00:43:07,885 "Make the monster go away." 713 00:43:07,952 --> 00:43:09,253 But every time, they heard... 714 00:43:09,320 --> 00:43:11,021 ANDY: Boom. 715 00:43:11,088 --> 00:43:13,691 Boom. Boom. 716 00:43:13,757 --> 00:43:15,960 Monster getting closer. 717 00:43:16,026 --> 00:43:17,861 So the mom started to tell a story about a monster family, 718 00:43:17,928 --> 00:43:19,997 with four monster daughters 719 00:43:20,064 --> 00:43:21,298 who couldn't get to sleep 720 00:43:21,365 --> 00:43:23,334 because all the while they heard... 721 00:43:23,400 --> 00:43:27,171 Boom. Boom. Boom. 722 00:43:27,237 --> 00:43:28,906 KRISTEN: Until the daughters started to cry, 723 00:43:28,973 --> 00:43:30,307 "Tell us a story, Mom." 724 00:43:30,374 --> 00:43:31,709 "Tell us a story." 725 00:43:31,775 --> 00:43:34,211 So the mom started to tell a story. 726 00:43:34,278 --> 00:43:37,915 Once upon a time, there was a human mom 727 00:43:37,982 --> 00:43:40,250 who saw a spider family, 728 00:43:40,317 --> 00:43:42,820 so she got out of bed... 729 00:43:42,886 --> 00:43:46,790 she grabbed a shoe, and... 730 00:43:46,857 --> 00:43:48,392 -Splat! -(screaming) 731 00:43:48,459 --> 00:43:51,195 -(giggling) -All right, that's it. Go to bed. 732 00:43:51,261 --> 00:43:53,897 In your bunks, in your bunks, ready, set, let's go. 733 00:43:53,964 --> 00:43:55,199 Sleep tight. 734 00:43:55,265 --> 00:43:56,867 -Thanks for that. -Good night, love you. 735 00:43:56,934 --> 00:43:59,036 You'll probably have nightmares. Okay. Good nighty. 736 00:43:59,103 --> 00:44:01,205 -Good nighty. Mwah-mwah-mwah-mwah. -Good night, love you. 737 00:44:01,271 --> 00:44:02,940 -Don't let the bedbugs bite. -I love you all. Good night. 738 00:44:03,007 --> 00:44:04,274 -Good night, Dad. -Good night. Love you. 739 00:44:04,341 --> 00:44:06,944 -I love you. -Good night. Love you. 740 00:44:10,781 --> 00:44:14,251 It's pretty, Dad. What is it? 741 00:44:14,318 --> 00:44:16,086 That's a gift 742 00:44:16,153 --> 00:44:19,890 for the best daughter that anybody could ever imagine. 743 00:44:19,957 --> 00:44:22,026 You're the best daddy. 744 00:44:22,092 --> 00:44:23,694 I'm so glad you're home. 745 00:45:07,071 --> 00:45:09,106 ♪ ♪ 746 00:45:39,136 --> 00:45:41,171 ♪ ♪ 747 00:46:12,369 --> 00:46:14,404 ♪ ♪ 748 00:46:39,863 --> 00:46:41,899 ♪ ♪ 749 00:47:08,192 --> 00:47:10,227 ♪ ♪ 750 00:47:22,573 --> 00:47:24,341 Hmm? 751 00:48:24,368 --> 00:48:25,302 Sister. 752 00:48:25,369 --> 00:48:27,170 Father. 753 00:48:29,406 --> 00:48:31,108 How are you? 754 00:48:31,174 --> 00:48:32,943 Fine. 755 00:48:34,311 --> 00:48:36,113 Did you want to... 756 00:48:36,179 --> 00:48:37,581 look at my side? 757 00:48:37,648 --> 00:48:39,916 No. 758 00:48:41,084 --> 00:48:43,186 I want to talk to you. 759 00:48:44,454 --> 00:48:46,156 About what? 760 00:48:46,223 --> 00:48:48,091 About Monsignor Korecki. 761 00:48:48,158 --> 00:48:50,127 Matt. 762 00:48:52,229 --> 00:48:53,697 I-I don't... 763 00:48:53,764 --> 00:48:54,998 What do you mean? 764 00:48:56,066 --> 00:48:57,234 I miss him. 765 00:48:57,301 --> 00:49:00,103 I miss him, too, but... 766 00:49:00,170 --> 00:49:01,538 I don't want to talk about it. 767 00:49:01,605 --> 00:49:03,307 Then let me. 768 00:49:03,373 --> 00:49:05,108 (chuckling): Sister, no, please. 769 00:49:05,175 --> 00:49:07,944 I was thinking... 770 00:49:08,011 --> 00:49:10,480 how funny His Holiness was. 771 00:49:10,547 --> 00:49:12,349 Oh, I agree. 772 00:49:12,416 --> 00:49:16,720 I just remembered that he used to take socks 773 00:49:16,787 --> 00:49:20,190 and make puppets out of them, remember? 774 00:49:21,325 --> 00:49:27,064 (laughing): Yes. Oh, he... he was insufferable that way. 775 00:49:27,130 --> 00:49:29,433 He would have religious arguments 776 00:49:29,499 --> 00:49:31,635 between two sock puppets. 777 00:49:32,703 --> 00:49:34,438 The last conclave, 778 00:49:34,504 --> 00:49:36,640 when he did Cardinal Dolan's voice, remember? 779 00:49:36,707 --> 00:49:40,610 (gruffly): "I just published a biography. 780 00:49:40,677 --> 00:49:43,080 I hope you'll take a look at it." 781 00:49:43,146 --> 00:49:46,049 That's good. That's very good. 782 00:49:48,518 --> 00:49:50,687 Do you know what his favorite song was? 783 00:49:50,754 --> 00:49:52,522 No, what? 784 00:49:52,589 --> 00:49:54,324 "I Will Survive." 785 00:50:04,234 --> 00:50:07,571 Does it hurt, talking about him? 786 00:50:07,637 --> 00:50:09,740 -Definitely. -Mm. 787 00:50:09,806 --> 00:50:13,610 Yeah, very few people... 788 00:50:13,677 --> 00:50:17,414 want to talk about people that died. 789 00:50:17,481 --> 00:50:19,750 Why is that? 790 00:50:19,816 --> 00:50:23,153 I don't know. Emotion? 791 00:50:23,220 --> 00:50:26,523 We're afraid of hurting. 792 00:50:26,590 --> 00:50:28,658 But you know what's funny? I'm hurting, 793 00:50:28,725 --> 00:50:30,060 but it makes me smile. 794 00:50:31,695 --> 00:50:34,331 Matt made me smile. And, um... 795 00:50:34,398 --> 00:50:39,302 I haven't smiled like this since, uh... 796 00:50:39,369 --> 00:50:41,037 a long time. 797 00:50:54,184 --> 00:50:55,786 Thank you, Sister. 798 00:50:57,888 --> 00:51:00,791 I've been so quiet about him, 799 00:51:00,857 --> 00:51:05,095 uh, so hesitant to talk about Matt 800 00:51:05,162 --> 00:51:07,330 because... (sighs) 801 00:51:07,397 --> 00:51:09,132 I know. 802 00:51:10,901 --> 00:51:13,103 Love makes us do that. 803 00:51:13,170 --> 00:51:16,606 Yes. Love. 804 00:51:18,375 --> 00:51:20,310 Why are we so alone? 805 00:51:24,915 --> 00:51:26,450 Will you be there tonight, Father? 806 00:51:26,516 --> 00:51:28,785 No, Father Dement will. 807 00:51:32,289 --> 00:51:33,523 Thank you, Sister. 808 00:51:33,590 --> 00:51:35,725 I-I... 809 00:51:37,494 --> 00:51:38,862 I'm sorry I judged you. 810 00:51:40,564 --> 00:51:42,833 We judged each other. 811 00:51:42,899 --> 00:51:45,302 Maybe I should go to the exorcism. 812 00:51:45,368 --> 00:51:48,238 Yes. Yes. Please. 813 00:52:05,355 --> 00:52:06,556 I'm sorry, what? 814 00:52:06,623 --> 00:52:09,726 Kris... Kristen, it's hard to hear you. 815 00:52:11,294 --> 00:52:14,231 Andy had a coronary issue. 816 00:52:14,297 --> 00:52:16,566 I've been at the hospital all day. 817 00:52:16,633 --> 00:52:18,602 BEN: Oh, my God, uh, how is he? 818 00:52:18,668 --> 00:52:23,139 The doctors think he'll survive, but, um... 819 00:52:23,206 --> 00:52:25,442 yeah, tell David to pray? 820 00:52:25,509 --> 00:52:28,445 BEN: Definitely, yeah. Uh, keep us posted on his condition. 821 00:52:28,512 --> 00:52:29,713 Okay. I will. 822 00:52:29,779 --> 00:52:31,882 I'll talk to you soon. Bye. 823 00:52:35,919 --> 00:52:39,489 -All holy martyrs, intercede for us. -(Stuart coughs) 824 00:52:39,556 --> 00:52:41,858 -(groaning) -St. Sylvester, St. Gregory, 825 00:52:41,925 --> 00:52:44,461 St. Ambrose, St. Augustine, 826 00:52:44,528 --> 00:52:47,731 St. Jerome, St. Martin, all holy doctors. 827 00:52:47,797 --> 00:52:53,470 St. Anthony, St. Benedict, all holy virgins and widows, 828 00:52:53,537 --> 00:52:54,804 make intercession for us! 829 00:52:54,871 --> 00:52:56,540 -(snarling) -Be merciful. 830 00:52:56,606 --> 00:52:58,241 Spare us, O Lord. 831 00:52:58,308 --> 00:53:00,844 Graciously hear us, O Lord. 832 00:53:00,911 --> 00:53:02,679 -From all evil deliver us. -What are you seeing? 833 00:53:02,746 --> 00:53:04,781 ANDREA: A demon. 834 00:53:04,848 --> 00:53:08,251 DEMENT: From all sin, from your wrath... 835 00:53:08,318 --> 00:53:09,753 What does it look like? 836 00:53:09,819 --> 00:53:11,621 DEMENT: From anger, hatred... 837 00:53:11,688 --> 00:53:13,757 Large. 838 00:53:14,891 --> 00:53:16,626 I'll be right back. 839 00:53:23,667 --> 00:53:25,769 Something's wrong with Kristen's husband. 840 00:53:25,835 --> 00:53:27,804 She wanted you to pray for him. 841 00:53:27,871 --> 00:53:30,373 -What's wrong? -His heart stopped. 842 00:53:30,440 --> 00:53:32,642 -Oh, my God. -Yeah, and... 843 00:53:35,011 --> 00:53:36,980 -(groans) No! -DEMENT: Be merciful. 844 00:53:37,047 --> 00:53:38,448 Graciously hear us, O Lord. 845 00:53:38,515 --> 00:53:43,720 We sinners, we beg you to hear us! 846 00:53:43,787 --> 00:53:45,388 Sister? 847 00:54:00,570 --> 00:54:01,605 S-Sister, are you okay? 848 00:54:07,510 --> 00:54:09,980 -(Andrea chuckling) -DEMENT: We beg you, hear us! 849 00:54:14,017 --> 00:54:16,820 Suck up more words. Why not? 850 00:54:33,970 --> 00:54:35,472 What's going on? 851 00:54:35,538 --> 00:54:36,740 What's...? 852 00:54:38,441 --> 00:54:41,444 -What's going...? -Stuart? Stuart, are you okay? 853 00:54:41,511 --> 00:54:43,480 I think... I think so. 854 00:54:43,546 --> 00:54:45,515 What happened? 855 00:54:48,551 --> 00:54:49,619 KRISTEN: So, how did it happen? 856 00:54:49,686 --> 00:54:52,022 I mean, my words are all back. 857 00:54:52,088 --> 00:54:53,056 DAVID: Ours, too. 858 00:54:53,123 --> 00:54:55,625 The exorcism seemed to work. 859 00:54:56,860 --> 00:54:58,828 How's everything over there? 860 00:54:58,895 --> 00:55:02,666 Um, yeah, it's, uh... 861 00:55:02,732 --> 00:55:05,568 It's hard to tell, I... 862 00:55:06,970 --> 00:55:09,839 I found a hypodermic needle on Andy. 863 00:55:10,840 --> 00:55:12,075 Wow. 864 00:55:13,076 --> 00:55:15,345 Yeah. I know. 865 00:55:15,412 --> 00:55:17,013 You need anything? 866 00:55:17,080 --> 00:55:19,649 No, thank you, I'll, um... 867 00:55:22,052 --> 00:55:24,721 I'll just stay in touch. 868 00:55:24,788 --> 00:55:25,855 All right. Bye. 869 00:55:25,922 --> 00:55:27,557 Okey dokey. Bye-bye. 870 00:55:34,764 --> 00:55:36,866 -Hey, baby. -Hey. 871 00:55:36,933 --> 00:55:38,034 Hey. 872 00:55:38,101 --> 00:55:39,436 How you feeling? 873 00:55:39,502 --> 00:55:40,937 Good, good. 874 00:55:41,004 --> 00:55:42,605 Think I'm waking up. 875 00:55:49,746 --> 00:55:52,015 What happened? 876 00:55:52,082 --> 00:55:54,484 I don't know. 877 00:55:54,551 --> 00:55:58,488 Last night, I... I don't know. 878 00:55:58,555 --> 00:56:00,056 I found you on the... 879 00:56:00,123 --> 00:56:04,394 on the floor of the girls' room. 880 00:56:04,461 --> 00:56:06,563 And you had a needle in your hand. 881 00:56:11,768 --> 00:56:13,803 Oh, God. 882 00:56:16,940 --> 00:56:18,374 I think we need to look into 883 00:56:18,441 --> 00:56:19,876 an addiction treatment program, Andy. 884 00:56:19,943 --> 00:56:21,010 No. 885 00:56:21,077 --> 00:56:22,579 Baby... 886 00:56:26,082 --> 00:56:28,518 Baby... 887 00:56:28,585 --> 00:56:29,953 I think you're in denial. 888 00:56:30,019 --> 00:56:32,489 It's something else. 889 00:56:32,555 --> 00:56:34,657 It's something worse. 890 00:56:36,726 --> 00:56:38,161 Wh-What do you mean? 891 00:56:38,228 --> 00:56:41,564 I don't know, but I need to stay away... 892 00:56:41,631 --> 00:56:44,434 from you and the girls. 893 00:56:44,501 --> 00:56:48,972 Baby, you can get into a 12-step program. 894 00:56:49,038 --> 00:56:50,774 And we'll get you sessions with Dr. Boggs... 895 00:56:50,840 --> 00:56:52,876 Oh, no, we're beyond that, Kristen. 896 00:56:55,044 --> 00:56:57,180 I'm scared that I'm gonna hurt you. 897 00:56:58,581 --> 00:56:59,916 I have to go. 898 00:56:59,983 --> 00:57:01,618 But... 899 00:57:03,887 --> 00:57:05,455 Where? 900 00:57:05,522 --> 00:57:07,056 There's a psychiatric hospital 901 00:57:07,123 --> 00:57:08,792 in upstate New York I've been researching, 902 00:57:08,858 --> 00:57:10,126 the Lexer-Miller Institute. 903 00:57:10,193 --> 00:57:12,529 No, no, no. Baby, you don't need that. 904 00:57:12,595 --> 00:57:13,863 That's for psychotics. 905 00:57:13,930 --> 00:57:16,199 Kristen, I need to recover. 906 00:57:16,266 --> 00:57:19,469 I don't know what it is... 907 00:57:19,536 --> 00:57:21,604 but I need separation from you. 908 00:57:21,671 --> 00:57:23,006 All of you. 909 00:57:24,974 --> 00:57:27,944 Oh, my God. 910 00:57:31,514 --> 00:57:33,950 (sobbing): What are we gonna do? 911 00:57:34,017 --> 00:57:36,886 I don't know, I just need time. 912 00:57:41,758 --> 00:57:44,027 -I just want our old life back. -I know. 913 00:57:44,093 --> 00:57:45,695 We'll get it back. 914 00:57:45,762 --> 00:57:47,664 -Okay. -Okay. 915 00:57:49,032 --> 00:57:50,834 -I love you. -I love you. 916 00:57:56,739 --> 00:57:57,907 We just have to keep talking. 917 00:57:57,974 --> 00:57:59,209 -Yeah, yeah. -Yeah. 918 00:57:59,275 --> 00:58:02,579 -So we'll talk. -We'll talk. 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